I once loved public speaking. Back in elementary and secondary school, I loved being on the spotlight, always joining activities where I know my public speaking ability would be honed even more. But for some reason, when I was in my second year in college, I developed a public speaking anxiety. I swear I break in cold sweat every time I was asked to speak in front of the class. I never have gotten over it.

I was asked to host my best friend’s wedding reception. I declined. I just couldn’t bring myself to do it no matter how much I love my best friend. There’s no way I’d be in front of a crowd and not get tongue-tied. Possibly tongue-knotted and tangled! I couldn’t think of any reason why this happened. I used to thrive in being the center of attention…

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